Living consciously

Sept 25
Cultivate more awareness n do what needs to be done without desire. This same as living consciously.

Now reading d imagination/visualisation of Expect a Miracle I suddenly tot it doesn't matter. Whatever my karma is, if meant to be alone, m also fine. If he comes, I wil hav to work on growing, m also fine.
Also tot of d nature house, I m fine without it. With it, m also fine.
I can now enjoy myself anywhere, alone or with people.
I love who I am. I don't need anyone to love me to confirm that m lovable.
I love my mind, my body, my feeling and my energy. If I m not likeable at times, its because m imbalanced, but that's fine cos the same imbalance has also makes me very formidable.

Exoect a miracle
Feel ur smile. Feel the celebration of your soul finding its mate.

Mantra - as my soul stretches, so does the scope of my potential relatoonshup.

Soul - I m smiling and celebrate that I finally accepted myself.
As for rship, it wil happen cos that's the next chapter of growth since I already accepted myself.
Perfectly, God will arrange.
Since I m isha promoter, d impression to the world is more effective, if I seem to hav all in their eyes. Once they can see they can have all, they will join isha.

Expect a miracle
If u r surrounded by people who just will not change their messages of who you are, can't see you as any different than their historical viewpoint, then try to carve out a space away from them, don't let their tots invade when they are around.
People are comfortable with their projections and its not really our place to change them. And remember, water seeks its own level, so pay attention to the subtext of all your interactions with people.

Shirly -she start doing things she wanted to share with her partner. ironically, eventhough she felt him 'approaching', she was for the first time quite content to be alone.
She become a woman who is contented with her life and played no games.

Father, this mornin, I tot of either drawing or photography.

Afternoon
M glad to hear that cousin sister is ok. I jus heard abt 1st uncle pass away. I don't feel anything, cos there is no attchement n also he died quite peacefully without pain/suffering, so am happy for him.

Osho
1. Issue - Compromise. Don't be clever or u remain unchanged. Half on the techniques of love and half on the path of meditation. Will only cause confusion.

Soul - apt reminder n yday when I read Sadhguru, he said d path is to overcome karma. To be aware so that we r detached from our karma. And this mornin, I felt detached on my ambition to be in a loving rship.
Also on 7 thunder card, is 7 heart -

2. Interrnal influence
When ur love is not asking for something in return, but is ready to give - to give for the sheer joy of giving - then add meditation to it and the pure fagrance (compassion) is released.
This love is then based on freedom, not expectation or need. Our ptnr functions as our mirror, reflecting unseen aspects of our deeper self and supporting us to become whole.

3. External influence u r aware - the burden.
The personality cannot become ur soul. And striving towards truth is nothing but creating more confusion. Only the lie has to be dropped.

4. What is needed for resolution - Rebirth.
The child - neither acquiscent nor rebellious, but innocent and spontaneous and true to his own being.

5. The resolution - Friendliness
First meditate, be blissful and then much love will happen on its own accord.
Then being wit others is beautiful, and being alone is also beautiful.
U r now ready to enter into this quality of friendliness.

Expect a miracle
We had to learn that we were lovable despite the twisted messages given us.