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Yeap she was judging me on her own value. She measures her worth by her rships.
I don't.
So when she see me not bothered by rship, it bothers her cos rship to her is sacred. So she says m hard.
Alas, such a big cycle. She is always judging me and I let her.
Alas, not anymore. I don't need her validation especially since our judgement values differ.
It does sound arrogant when I say I don't need friends at work, but is true. I m ok being alone.
I m like Carl Jung, we valued how we feel inside n we r never worried abt rship.
Especially now.

I m sad that instead of being glad that I no longer bother by office issue, she said I have become arrogant. Yeap, possible if viewed from her angle.

But I m really not bothered. Yea, for PA, I can help her but I don't want to and neither does she wan to. So why bother if she is not vibrating at that level yet.

Yea, it does sound arrogant n hard from her view point cos she measures her worth via rships. But I don't n it truly doesn't matter to me n m capable of terminating rships.

Alas, the hold she has on me has broken. Her judgement on me has been seen thru. I am no longer behold to her judgement. She doesn't know me, she doesn't know what I can be and will be. Yet, she want me to grow to what she is validated by.

Amen.