I want to be my everything, both good/bad

Sept 18 Afternoon

Father, m feeling so at ease. Things are jus comin thru. It was nice of Lee to show me his template.
And even when they wan report in local currency. It was also so easy, jus a change of one forex entry, everything in place.

Did my shoonya n head was shaking loads jus now. I know its not me, body jus wan to shake. But I know that when tots come in too strong, it wil shake also. Googled d head shaking and looks like is quite common. Its a form of release n preparation for d meditation to go to the centre.

Today receive an email from Lilian
What makes me beautiful? My everything. Soul - I have been hiding big part of myself.

I send this email to my close friend telling her that I want to be my everything. From now on, I don't want to hide, to be who I am not yet.

And I m glad to have her in my journey. I am excited n looking forward to new experiences. This time, its my conscious creation.

I jus realised. I don't want to anything, don't want to be achiever, don't want to be spiritual, or to seek enlightenment. I jus want to be me, whatever it is, the good, the bad, happy, sad, all is me and I solemnly now accept all of me.

Expect a miracle
When u realise the power to transform any situation is within you, you can approach it with a gentle intention rather from a needy stance.
When u can experience the power of God within, you know with certainty and relief that good is on the way.

Soul - that's how I felt. I know all challenges wil melt away os I don't need them anymore to shake me. I am awaken.


Expect a miracle.
Prayer is when u focus on something specific, as if u r going in with a define purpose.
Meditation is when we seek to clear our mind.

Prayer - asking
Meditation - listening.

By praying, u are asking for the relationshup, while by meditating, you are becoming the person who will draw that to you.
Meditation is the most powerful tool I know for acheiving a state of Grace.

Thru meditation, ur vibration rises and deepens at the same time, affecting your tots, perceptions, actions and ultimately, people's reaction to you.
You initiate the Grace Consciousness within by dwellling on its presnece. Because anything you focus on, you give power to.
We r able to access our own mystical, psychic powers thru meditation, becos ego has moved aside and the Higher Power, is set free.
It is as if you are creating a positive force field around you, which, by its very nature, draws in loving relationships and rejects lower energy situations.