Oct 1
Father, m feeling sleepy these few days. Still havin tot of babies n cremation during meditation. Stil havin tot of my cousin, of me not answering to her call of help. Tot of not even realising of d heart problem. Tot of not realising Funeral parlour is meant for her n not me.
I wonder if me sharing abt d in law intention is what made her give up. But I recall d husband already tell her, so I m d one.
After reading her 4 of heart - family card. It saddens me further cos if she wan to work, that's means the family life she had must be quite bad for her to seek her release at work. I knew it wld be for me but I tot she was ok abt it. Looks like its not.
My dear cousin, rests in peace. We will watch out for ur children.
Father, I feel guilty cos I hav not used my intuition. I was self centred.
Expect a miracle
Just because you have grown doesn't mean you won't be presented with old situations that still pull your strings. Should an experience present itself that hints of the old unhealthy energy, firmly say "No" and walk away.
Soul - m facing pressure on action plan n again tot of finding alternative plan comes to mind. Tot of taking out doing off-line expense again. But then this wld go back to the past. Hold firm. The truth is we can't afford both CEO and GM. So, even if situation is bad, jus let it be.
Expect a miracle
Sometimes people might be more comfortable in fantasy rather than venturing out into the real world. But that its an escape and a way of avoiding growth. We don't have to take risks if we live entirely in our own little world, real life calls for us to go out on a limb and take chances that might seem frightening or unfamiliar.
Another thing is to stay realistic. We don't always get everything we want but if we go with the flow, we do usually get better than what we could hope for.
Mantra - Nothing is perfect. And yet everything is perfect just the way it is.
Soul - this is a good reminder as I was feeling guilty abt my lack of responses to my cousin. Was thinking m not suitable to lead sathsang. Was wondering if I shld join d sunday event. But I guess its just an excuse for me to escape anything physical.
Expect a miracle
The best gauge of whether or not you have met the partner you seek is to see who you become in their presence. Do you like yourself? Do you have interesting thing to talk about? Do you bring out the best in each other? Is your creative energy at full tilt?
You find that u want to know more about him with each passing day.
Mantra - when the soul is ready, the mate appears. You will feel completely alive and connected and comfortable with yourself.
Rather than judging the potential right away or projecting your fantasy onto this person, just quietly be in his presence with openness and the intention to see the truth. And with the courage to take a risk, take the leap!
Soul - mmm, a tall order. So far, I have never have all the abv even wit my first love.
For now, let's do the sathsang.
Expect a miracle
Anything you could possibly want for yourself is far less than God intends for you; so being stuck on particulars compromises your potential.
Remember also that accepting the person in front of you opens the door for them to become their full potential. Don't worry about whether someone is successful enough or creative enough.
Soul - I focus on being successful cos I wan d nature house, I want a luxurious lifestyle. I want to be financially independent.
Expect a miracle
Chaung Tzu - Non-action does not mean doing nothing and keeping silent. Let everything be allowed to do what it naturally does, so that its nature will be satisfied.
Soul - that's what I wan my partner to give me n that what I can give.
Expect a miracle
Nobody needs to hear every detail of your process, progress and how u realise all these deep understandings of urself and the workings of ur life, they have their own paths to travel. Simply enjoy your enthusiasm but don't let it wear u out.
Soul - I used to wear my first love out n then my ex-staff n then my ex-colleagueV. These days, m jus keeping more to myself. It does help when I blog, as it is a form of release for me. Too much feeling inside me and I can't express in emotion, so writing is the best forms.
I used to force open doors that is not mine to begin with.
Expect a miracle
There will be periods which u have doubt and can't see what the end results is going to be. It seem to take forever. These are times u most need to embrace faith.
Henry David Thoreau - We must walk consciously only part way toward our goal, and then leap in the dark to our success.
Faith is based on unseen world. It is our communion with God through prayer and meditation that consistently speaks to us through intuitions, hunches and gut instict.
Things rarely comes in exactly the way we would expect, so let go of any preconceived ideas of how the transformation should unfold. Your life will manifest in a far more perfect way if you surrender it to your Higher Power and trust that you are being taken care of.
The task for us now is to live in the question rather than seek to stamp our lives with an answer.
Enjoy your journey with all your being. And expect a miracle!
Soul - yeap. I admit I lost it when my cousin died.
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