Meditation - a doorway to Universe

Oct 6
Father, slept 4 hour yday. Woke up, didn't wan to do meditation, jus wan to sleep. I laze around abt half an hour, woke up n do guru pooja and shakti. Of cos without suria namaskara, d breathing bit blocked.

Today met fellow RA patient. Shared wit her on meditation n she shared abt her umrah experience. Its like we knew each other for long time. I told her we must chat. M glad I met up wit her. I shared wit her my blog.

My osho card
1. Issue - Silence
The energy of the whole has taken possession of you. You are possessed, u r no more, the whole is. Time changes, the world goes on changing, but the experience of silence, the joy of it remains the same.
It may makes some people uncomfortable, accustomed as they are to all the noise and activity of the world. Never mind, seek out those who can resonate wit ur silence - or enjoy ur aloness. Now is the time to come home to yourself. The understanding and insights that come to you in these moments will be manifested later on, in a more outgoing phase of ur life.

Soul - tats how I m experiencing now. I savour d silence n once m silent, m no more. I connect to the Universe Energy. Actually meditation is jus that - to connect wit the Universe, be as One. I tried to intro to friends, but they not keen. Even most of d Isha meditators is not receptive yet of d connection. They may not understand my zeal. My fellow patient understood. M glad u send her to me.
Like I told my ex-colleague, of late loads of coincidences is happening n Universe is manifesting whatever I need.

2. Internal influence that u r unable to see - Existence
Once u r clean and clear, you can see tremendous love falling on you from all dimensions. U will know "home" is not a physical place outside the world, but an inner quality of relaxation and acceptance. u will savour it so it can deepen and remain with you.

Soul - yeap, m deepening it. Jus now my staff asked me for lunch n sonehow m more eager to be alone n do meditation and contemplation instead ofeating food. A first time.

3. External influence that u r aware - Awareness.
Once u start dropping tots, the dust you collect in the past, the flame arises - clean, clear, alive, young. Your whole life becomes a flame, and a flame without any smoke. That is what awareness is. Any sense you might have had that you have been groping in the dark is dissolving now, or will be dissolving soon. Let urself settle, and remember that deep inside u r jus a witness, eternally silent, aware and unchanged. A channel is now opening from the circumference of activity to that center of witnessing. It will help u become detached, and a new awareness will lift the veil of illusion from ur eyes.

Soul - very true n its happening now. I m detached n m very receptive to Universe energy n easily can connect with the Universe.

4. What is needed for resolution - Patience
In silence and waiting, something inside you goes on growing - ur authentic being. And one day it jumps and becomes a flame, and ur whole personality is shattered.
This card reminds u that u need jus to be simply alert, patient and waiting n let nature take its course.

5. The resolution - the understanding
Change
Life repeats itself mindlessly - unless you become mindful, it will go on repeating like a wheel. Once u see the pattern, u can get out of it.