I need an Internal blue print

Sept 24

Expect a miracle
Mantra - I feel the presence of my soulmate and rest with the knowledge of his approach.

Soul - mmm, that's how I feel now.

Expect a miracle
Self-fulfilling prophecy. If we anticipate something, our mind begins to map out a plan for what to expect and how to respond, and then prepares to move us into the experience, co-creating that very scenario merely but its readiness to interact.
Its nearly impossible to have something other than the internal vision you deeply, if not subsconsciously, expect.
Picture the subconscious as an untamed, pulsing field of energy containing all your issues, motivations, memories and it is RUNNING YOUR LIFE.

Soul - yeap, that's was d reason I undertake the journey in 1997. m, this is same as Law of Attraction and the Art of Allowing. Again tot of my imbalance. All the years, I was judging myself, of being not enough, don't know how to play physical games, don't know how to be expressive - actually that becos I was operating from mind and energy n omit to use body and feeling. My energy was focused in following out my mind instruction - to be defensive. Now alas, I have worked on d feeling and now time for body.

That's why when my brother criticise me n said m useless in direction/blus blur on phyiscal/dont like housework - I wasn't affected n infact give back to him, for daring to judge me, n who is he anyway?
1. Mind - gnana
2. Energy - kriya
3. Feeling - bhakti
4. Body - Karma

Everyday when I do suria namaskara, m freeing up all the nerve points in my body, getting my energy to energise them.

I guess d reason why I hated suria namaskara perviously is becos when d nadi was open, all feeling of remorse/sadness/grieve comes out n hence I didn't wan to do it. Now that m mostly cleared, when I do it, d nerve opens up n release happy feeling. Perhaps that's why I always laugh n felt a sense of calm after suria namaskara.

Expect a miracle
Subconsciousness is temperamental, moody and ever adjusting in order to make sense of things, so its important to give it something healthy to latch to. Like a child needs discipline to grow and feel safe, so does the subconscious need the structure of the Internal Blueprint to invite the various energies of relationship into your life in a healthy way.

Soul - mmm, didn't realise that. I was jus bz clearing and infact now meditation also clearing. Perhaps that's why kathy said to do prayer - request for specific, whereas meditation - clearing/allowing.

I m now setting the Internal Blueprint. In terms of work, I know the way has already smoothen, no more challenges cos d problem solving n achievement mode has greatly reduced.

Creativity
Tot of using my time to do the pamphlet n to do write up on Sadhguru. To do that. For the past few mths, have been using d time to sleep instead. Besides now that my notebook is changed, I can now do what I want. Can also jus go into Starbuck, having coffee.

Expect a miracle.
Exercise - creating an Internal Blueprint for a relationshup

1. Picture yourself as ur most powerful and highest self. Place that image in the backdrop of a fulfilling life - complete with family, friends, creativity and luxurious comfort.
2. Then see your ideal partner thriving in his life
3. Imagine the two of you meeting and connecting.
4. See how perfectly the two worlds emerge. Watch how easily it all comes together

Hold this map in your mind as a guiding influence to harness all unforeseen events and happenings. Let it settle deeply into ur subconscious mind so that all the free-flowing energy is harnessed and directed. Remember you are training the subsconscious mind to support and magnetise whoever (whatever) it is you wish to manifest.

Soul - that's the same process I tot of this morning. Everything is coming together. It is amazing, abt late last year, I dreamed of a nature house n abt 3 mths back d nature house comes in magazine n d house just built abt a year back. Its like everything is waiting for me. The timing is perfect.

The other day, saw lovely dress in the shop n asked my sis to try. She said no point as there is no event for her to
wear. Whereas, for me, I am already planning cos there will be events for me. Infact I hav been buying dresses since a year back, but now getting more. In fact, I want to wear d casual one tomorrow.

Expect a miracle
Give your Trinity Self - body, mind and spirit - the feeling and experience of love and it will magnetize love.
The wonderful thing about imaging is that the image you create becomes so real that you drop any fear of not finding someone because he already exists inside you.
Once that fear is dropped and you are blueprinted for partnership, its just a matter of time before the man wil appear.
By changing on the inside, your physical vubration changes. - embody the soul who knows and experience love.

Soul - Amen.

Got this from my osho card - resolution

Friendliness - first meditate, be blissful, then much love will happen of its own accord. Then being with others is beautiful and belng alone is also beautiful.
The branches of the two flowering trees are intertwined and their fallen petals blend together on the ground in their beautiful colors.
But they std individually, each rooted in the soil in their own connection with the earth.
In this way, they represent the essence of true friends, mature, easy with each other, natural.
There is no urgency about their connection, no neediness, no desire to change the other into something else.
This card indicates a readiness to enter into this quality of friendliness.
In the passage, u may notice that you are no longer interested in all kinds of dramas and romances that other people engaged in. It is not a loss. It is the birth of a higher, more loving quality born of the fullness of experience. It is the birth of the love that is truly unconditional, without expectations or demands.

Soul - this is how I felt this morning. This card depicts it. Amazing, I tot I was being too positive! But looks like its real!


Afternoon
My cousin is being transferred out to General Hospital as her heart is weak. Do I think she will be fine?

Yes, cos her karma has not run thru yet. She has to find a will to std up to everyone, children, husband and in laws.
Why d heart? Too me. d keeping of everything is weakening her heart. So, to me, this near death will perk her up. She wld realise that life is short, better get what she wants first instead of being a dormant.
So, I know she will leave thru this n learn to say Yes to what she wants.