Think of what u don't want - you get what u don't want!

Jul 31

Father, I had a good time walking in the park. The grass was so lovely, their colour so vibrant and I can sense their energy. Father, thanks for making my vision psychedelic.

Today, I text S about our appointment but she forgot about it and even had sprained her leg. The old me would react but the new me just shrugged it off.

Now doing the volunteering work for Isha. I am glad I didn't stick it out for M so he can do it. From now onward, just kept to my own schedule.

Afternoon
Did about nearly 4 hours on 7thunder. I am keen in this. I think the numbers can stand on their own and don't need astrology to back them up.
Of course, it would be easier to buy software but I want to have a good foundation so that I can apply.

Did the connection between Z and me. I can see Past life but no Moon connection per se. There is Mercury, Venus and Mars. But the main thing is Cosmic Lesson for me. And I finally accepted that the Cosmic Lesson is having the will power to take charge and focus on what I want. This year Pluto of Seven of Spades and Ten of Spades tells the story.

Father, I will do what is needed. It took me awhile to start on 7thunder but I will continue.

Just checked to my this week Osho card - Completion
Whatever has been absorbing ur time and energy is now coming to an end.
In completing, u will be clearing the space for something new to begin. Use this interval to celebrate both - the end of the old and the coming of the new.

Soul
I just tot my true relationship cannot be my Cosmic Lesson. He is not my intended partner. I deserved to be loved and cherished. He will be here.
It is over and I will move on. What I need to take from Z is his faith that things will be fine, his determination to make himself up to achieve his goals.

And I have started on 7thunder which coincides my Osho Internal Influence - Creativity.

Cosmic Lesson card is someone who is setting an example that u would benefit by following them.

Father, everything happens for a reason. I got who I needed.

(Aug 18 - Such a confidence that it is over. Alas, it is not, cos we are starting again next week)

Ask and It is given
U have an old car and u wanted to buy new car.
As long as u r more aware of what u do not want regarding this situation, what u do want cannot come to u.
In another words, if u r predominantly thinking about ur undependable current old car, ur dependable new car cannot move towards u.

Soul
As long as I am thinking with regrets over losing Z and not thinking about its blessing, I won't be able to let go. And if I can't let go, then I am not freed to do my new project, 7thunder. And when I did my 7thunder, I come to the realisation that a cosmic lesson card cannot be the r'ship I wanted and hence it is a blessing that it ended. The attachment was due to Past life karma and it has been resolved.

Ask and It is Given
Ur tots equal ur point of attraction and that the way u feel indicates ur level of allowing or resisting, u now hold the key to creating anything that u desire.

When u love someone or urself, u r a vibrational match to who u really are and u r in the state of allowing ur pure Connection to your Source.

Soul
When I tot of I deserved to be loved and cherished, feeling of joy run through my body.

Ask and It is Given
And if u r finding fault with urself or another, u r offering a vibration that does not match who u r, u r resisting.

Soul
No wonder boss cannot get what she truly wants. Because she is predominantly blaming others or worry about her old house.

Ask and It is Given
As u consciously consider the way u feel, u will get better and better at directing the Source Energy, and u will become a disciplined and joyous deliberate creator.

Soul
Mmm, meditation is important to keep me grounded and be aware of my feelings and tots.