Cosmic Reward (breakthru) - going for faith (4) - wanting in belief!

Aug 22 Aft

Ask and It is Given
Unconditional love is really about wanting so much to remain in connection with your Source of Love that u deliberately choose tots that allow ur connection, no matter what manifestations may be happening nearby.

When u choose better feeling tots, the conditions that surrounds u have to change.

Soul
This morning I asked how to have faith when u cannot have expectation.

Answer came;
Wanting in belief is live giving
Wanting in doubt is horrible.
And now u know u have a choice.

Soul
In my case, I have been trying to give up the wanting, the desire. No wonder it was so hard.

1. Issue
Healing
Be aware of ur wound. Don't help it to grow. Let it be healed; and it will be healed only when u move to the roots. The less the head, the more the wound will heal; with no head, there is no wound.

In this attitude of openness and acceptance, we can be healed, and help others also to be healthy and whole.

Soul
Not easy when the other person wants his way.
Aiyah, just nego the deal with him. When m not focused that he get what he wants, I realised I too can have what I want.

2. Internal influence that u r unable to see
Creativity
Technique, expertise and knowledge are just tools; the key is to abandon oneself to the energy that fuels the birth of all things.
Be open to what wants to be expressed through u.

3. External influence
Turning in
Desiring or non-desiring, any effort in either direction can only take u out.
U r already there, there is no point going.
When going stops, journeying disappears; when desiring is no more clouding ur mind, u r in.

To develop the knack of taking a distance from the mind is one of the greatest blessings. Turning in whenever u can, and the knack of meditation will grow and deepen in u.

4. What is needed for resolution?
The Miser
The moment u start clinging to things, u have missed the target. Because things are not the target, u, ur innermost being, is the target; not many things, but an open being, available to millions of things.

Whatever u r holding on, remember that u can't take it with u. Loosen ur grip and feel the freedom and expansiveness sharing can bring.

5. Resolution
The Understanding
Awareness
Mind can never be intelligent - only no mind is intelligent. Only no-mind is original and radical. Only no-mind is revolutionary - revolution in action.

The mind gives u a sort of stupor. Burdened by the memories of the past, burdened by the projections of the future, u go on living - at the minimum. U don't live at the maximum. Ur flame remains very dim.

Once u start dripping tots, the dust that u have collected in the past, the flame arise. Ur whole life becomes a flame, and a flame without any smoke. That is what awareness is.

Any sense u might have had that u have been groping in the dark is dissolving now, or u will be dissolving soon. Let urself settle and remember that deep inside u r just a witness, eternally silent, aware and unchanged.
A channel is now opening from the circumference of activity to that center of witnessing. It will help u to become detached, and a new awareness will lift the veil from ur eyes.