7thunder - 7 years spread 42 to 48 (Faith)

Jul 24

Father, what I learned from Z is the determination to pursue ur dream. I was attracted to his self-determination to be successful, to be a good man, to fulfill his goals.
I was attracted to him by his ability to let me grow physically at my own pace and his strength to let me have my way and yet to motivate me along.

For the next 1 month, I will complete my 7thunders cd.

Did 2 disks today. Will do more next week.

Age 52 Environment is equivalent to lifetime challenges
Birth - Seven of Heart
(Dealing with attachment, unconditional love)
Affirmation - I am learning how to experience unconditional love for others and in the process, I set myself free.

Ruling - Seven of Club
(Dealing with negativity, exposure to spiritual knowledge)
Affirmation
I am enlightening my mind and transforming my negative thoughts into positive, higher level of thinkings

Jupiter (Age 39 to 51)
Birth - Nine of Hearts in Jupiter
Nine of Hearts in Jupiter is called the "Wish Card". You may get one or more of ur important wishes fulfilled this period
There could also be endings to rships with others with whom u have had business or professional ties. If so, let them go, as this is a good influence for completing things or rships from the past
If u r involved in spiritual work or helping or teaching others in some way, this card is an indicator of great success and could bring huge financial rewards as well. This is card of the counselor and the giver of love. Any activities along these lines could be highly rewarding, both financially and to ur inner self as well.

Soul
I am on track. Now I just need the faith to forge this through.

Basic Nine of Hearts
Can be a card of emotional disappointment and personal losses on the affectional level. It is most likely these rships are no longer doing u any good. It is time for them to end.

Can also represent our helping others by counseling them or in some way sharing our love and compassion with them. It means giving of love in a more or less selfless manner.

Soul
Ending with Z and yet still give him care.

Ruling - Three of Spades in Jupiter
This is a time when diversity usually brings many blessings. Success is possible in two areas at once or in business that involve artistic or creative expression.
This is called the "Artist Card" and this is very favourable for any sort of art or expression of ideas. In Jupiter, it could bring great financial success if channeled into positive creative work.

Soul
Writing is on track.

Basic meaning of Three of Spades
Indecision, fear and physical stress.
Pursuing two lifestyles at the same time.

Soul
Yea, I got RA as a result of stress. I was fearful and undecided on my writing.

Saw Z Eight of Hearts and Four of Hearts in Jupiter from age 39 to 51. I am happy for him. Looks like he got his wishes comes true. Business looks good. Love and money in his marriage and stability at home front.

Soul
First tot is bit of sadness cos I tot I am not rich, so can't be me. Second thing I have losses in rships that is good for me and we have ended.
An alternative tot came. Ur Nine of Heart said u can grow rich. So, u gave him stability. Mmm, really Long Range.

Period 6 (age 42 to 48)
Long Range
Queen of Spade
Self Mastery

Pluto
King of Spades (master of his work and of himself)
To accomplish a sense of mastery in ur life, perhaps even a leadership position in ur chosen line of work
U have to be a master in things u do.
U have to care more for how well the job gets done than how u will be getting paid or what the final result of ur work going to be.
Affirmation
I develop true power and authority in my life by being willing to master all that I do and take full responsibility for my own successes and failures.

Soul
On track and now working of Faith and will power.

Results
Jack of Spades
Success in areas of creative writing or u will be exposed to spiritual discipline that will alter most every area of ur life.
Major transformation where u begin a entirely new lifestyle based on truth and higher wisdom.

This is also a poweful indicator that u could end up with some younger man of the Spades suit by 48.
Whether this be a friend, a lover or family member, there is strong indicator that u will be joined in some meaningful way.

Affirmation
I create myself to be a successful artist. I end up with a higher and healthier lifestyle.

Soul
On track.

Environment
Eight of Hearts
Favourable experiences with people. U will have much better success than usual with people. So, plunge ahead with assurance that u will get what u want. This is also a very good card for the healing of emotional wound.

Soul
Yeap, past is gone.
Since people feel great with me, need to cultivate faith.

Displacement
Four of Diamond.
U have to work a lot harder than u expected, but in many ways, this hard work could pay off in more success.
What u r being called upon to do is get really clear about what u want in ur life and then to be willing to put in the proper amount of work in order to achieve it
If either of these two ingredients is lacking, the results will diminish significantly.
The Four of Diamonds requires that we narrow down our focus and invest ourselves into just one or two directions so we may achieve more success.
Once we have this focus, all that is needed is some hard work to make some spectacular things happen.
Essentially, u will get what u work for. The more u put in, the more u get back.
It is very likely that u will receive more recognition for ur efforts towards the end.
U could also get promoted or in some way become better known or more popular.

Soul
I am focused on achieving Self Mastery and sharing my experience by writing.
Everything is on track. Now is just to work on it. Amen.

Current year
Seven of Spades in Pluto
Z birth card is Seven of Spades
My life Spread cosmic lesson is Seven of Spades
Double whammy
Z will in some way be involved in changing u this year. They may not be doing this intentionally, but u will probably feel challenged by their presence in some way. There can be many reasons for this difficulty and ur Result card may help to define how they are a part of ur transformation. If u look at the way that u relate to this person a little closer, u may become aware that there is something about them that u want to master.

Soul
He is a self made man. If he want something, he goes for it irrespective of the price he has to pay. Like he wants children, he gets married and it doesn't matter if the marriage is great or not, as long as he got the children. He wants his education and he goes for it even if he is already busy with his business. He wants to succeed in running and he goes for it even if he already got no energy for other things else.
He can do so because he has faith he will succeed.

For myself, I know my wants but I always let the price to pay determine my actions. I have never pursued what I want. All my choices in life is avoid what I don't want. Father, I lack faith in myself and Z has faith in himself. And he has such determination/will power.

Result
Eight of Spade - strong will power and determination that can help u overcome any obstacles.
This is also V's birth card
This person can also have a role in some major changes u r making in ur life this year.

Soul
V is helping me in my website. He is a specialist in the digital world. I wish I can be as creative as him.

Father, is also good that I read Z's 7 years card and his life spread. At least I knew that our rship ended for good and it was just me holding on as he doesn't even have me in his spread at all. And I know why he is in my Pluto, which is just to show me a Faith Card.

(Aug 15 - 20 days later...V has recommended that I joined him in his new regional venture that sounds exciting. Of cos, there was bit of worry in my mind but I ignore it. Secondly, I finally face up that I still want Z and has informed him today but so far no reply...)