Nature calls to me

Aug 1 Eve

Father, I realised I am more of an introvert. Just now when sharing my intro, I started well but faltered towards the end. I guess I was worried about how I was judged.
Mmm, so the sathsang training is good for me.

And for the first time, I had no imagination of meeting a potential partner. I only tot of meeting with Z. I wanted to share with him my tots but I cannot cos I don't want to lead him on. I just want to continue being a friend without the physical part. Or rather, part of me still don't want to end it.

Father, why so difficult? I tot I ended it but it came back. Perhaps its due to the pre-menses days physical symptom.


Self Reliance - RWE
He who knows the most, he who knows what sweets and virtues are in the ground, the waters, the plants, the heavens and how to come at these enchantments, is the rich and royal man. Only as far as the masters of the world have called in nature to their aid can they reach the height of magnificence.

When we are convalescent, nature will look up to us. We see the foaming brook with compunction: if our own life flowed with the right energy, we should shame the brook. The stream of zeal sparkles with real fire, and not with reflex rays of sun and moon.


Soul
More than 10 years ago, the phrase struck a chord with me. But I recall it was a mental chord and now I am able to experience the connection with Nature and my Energy and both operated from same Source. Nature called to me to see them, to touch them, to connect with them.