I am supposed to move..but where? (3)

Aug 11

Father, thank U. Yesterday, I had such longing for him and I really wanted to call him. But I couldn't cos I don't want to go back. Then I felt my heart tighten and bit pain and I just touch my heart and watch my breath. Moments later I start to giggle cos I am connected. Not sure if this is heart meditation. Anyway, the longing stop and then I went to sleep.

This morning practice was great. I was able to focus. My plough back was fantastic. Somehow, some resistance was released. I recalled that for the past 1.5 months, there was bit of resistance, guess its due to me not letting go.

Father, now whenever I long for him. Just touch my heart and watch my breath. Z is in the past. He is my past life card, that's all.


(Aug 22 - I finally realised that I was stopping the desire for him. I resisted the flow. No wonder the car got bang twice in the front and I fell sick. It is because I am not moving with the flow)

Ask and It is Given
The more u defend ur own beliefs, the more the Law of Attraction helps u live them out.


Aug 11 Eve
Being simple means just see the facts. He has never called me once since our break up. True he still want me, but on old terms. That's mean it has truly ended. He has no possible intention at all for me. Just be simple and recognised there is nothing going on.

Another breakthru, I told F about my website.

(Aug 22 - he wanted me but he has his own terms and it is more important than me. Thats all.)