Jul 30
Did my practice. It was great. Towards the end, I had tots of Z and tears came. I miss him. What a waste, we can't be together. Moments later, I remember I deserved to be loved and cherished in everyway, not just physically.
When I finished practice, a tot came that my destiny is not a writer, it is to be transforming agent
Evening
I have been working hard. Did 2 hours of video on 7thunders today. Suddenly tot that when I viewed the cd previously, it was only on sound, no video. And now that I have video because of sathsang, I can finally watch the video and it is much more easier to follow.
When I am ready, the help came. Father, I am not sure if I can be a master of 7thunder but I am fascinated by it. It does tell the life and spiritual path.
When I was reading my 7 years period, I immediately have the A ha moments. But when I read Z', I cannot identify easily. An answer came, the card show the experience of the Card holder and observer/third party may not see the connection.
In my quest to fulfill my destiny, I need to be specialist at least on one field, which I chosen 7thunder. On Osho tarot, I can easily relate. I need to work on my intuitive skills.
Alas, I am more at ease, knowing I need not narrow down my interest to writing only. Writing is just a form of expression for me to share my knowledge.
Now I am more certain of how the website should be and it goes back to my original plan of having a Self-discovery website that has tools, insights and counseling. The insight are from me healing myself.
Father, had tots of Z but nowadays its more to keep me focus on my development of will power to achieve the goals that I wanted. Key msg is to be hardworking. As for the outcome, let Him take charge.
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