Creation of your world starts from creating your good feelings

Aug 8
Father, I finally deleted Z last picture from my mobile. I am surprised that I had very little tots of him. I did my Suria effortlessly and didn't lose track of any count. I was fine also during shakti and shambavi.

Even with double accidents, I am not affected. And u have got someone to bear the costs for me too. Also, this time I even got a taxi ride. My life is effortless.

Father, I can see my cards with more clarity and I now have confidence of going thru my pre-birth year.

And I am happier that apart from writing my Insights, I can have other forms of expression in sharing the tools. And it took the pressure of writing. I wrote another one yesterday.

Ask and It is Given
The more often u revisit the tot, the more familiar the vibration becomes, and the easier it is for u to activate it, until eventually it becomes a dominant vibrational pattern within u. And as it plays a larger role in ur vibrational pattern, things that match it begin to show up in ur experience.

Soul
I must spend time thinking about my website as a form of self expression, and how it help others and how it will give back to me in financial abundance.
My 7 years Ruling further confirms the website venture.

Ask and It is Given
You must be consciously aware to be a deliberate Creator. Without making the correlation between ur tots and feelings and the manifestations that are occurring, u have no conscious control of what happens in ur experience.

Most people offer the majority of their tot vibrations in response to something they are observing. When they observe something wonderful, they feel wonderful; when they observe something awful, they feel awful, but they believe they have no control over how they feel because they realise that they cannot control the circumstances that they have observed.

Many people spend the majority of their lives attempting to control circumstances because they believe that in the controlling of the circumstance, they will feel better. But no matter how much control they gain over the actions of others, it is never enough - because there is always another uncontrollable circumstance.

Soul
I am the second group. But lately I realised that it is no point controlling others. Best just to not let get myself swayed into drama mode.

Ask and It is Given
Deliberate Creation is NOT about the condition changing and then ur finding a better feeling in response to the changed condition.
Deliberate Creation is about choosing a tot that feels good when u choose it, which then causes the condition to change.

Eg. Unconditional love is really about wanting so much to remain in connection with your Source of love that u deliberately choose tots that allow ur connection, no matter what manifestations may be happening nearby.
And when u r able to control ur point of attraction by deliberately choosing better feeling tots, the conditions that surround u have to change. The Law of Attraction says that they must.

Soul
I know Z wants me as much as I want him but I don't fit into his plan.
This time I didn't feel unlovable. I know our breakup is because we want different things in life.