I am supposed to move..but where? (4)

Aug 13 Aft
Father, I had a dream. In it, again I seem to have lost my transportation and cannot go further. Its the same msg. Whenever, I am undecided and want to stay put. Such dream will arise.


Soul
I think this is where I don't know where to go. I am surprised by V's proposal to join him in the new company. I told him that if this was a week ago, I would say no but now I am open after reading 7thunder card Three of Spades LR/Jupiter.

I also recalled my interpretation of my car being knocked at the front twice. I said that if knocked from behind means go forward, from front would means stop, don't continue.

And here V asked me to quit and join his company. Ironically the last one month I realised that I am bored in current job. And when I last spoke to E about few months ago, I had that realisation but I shelved it and focus on Z because I don't want to change job anymore.

When I read my this year of Nine of Diamond, its an ending of values or job or etc. I was wondering how it could happen as I don't plan to leave. The only thing would be if we lost major client or we be downsized and etc. I was even willing to go for 3 days job.

Father, now that I knew my Shadow of Scorpio, I have been affirmed that I am not just into helping people but I am meant for bigger things. I know I want to keep my corporate career and still do the website as it is a form of self expression and sharing.

So, V's offer for regional role is quite good if I can be based here. I also recalled 2 years ago, when I did the Karpalviksha meditation of ideal boss, I visualised V. And here it could be happening.

Evening
Just did V's year card and saw that his Result is Queen of Diamond and my result is Eight of Spade. So, there is likelyhood of me joining him in new company.
Doing his complete readings show the accuracy of the card. V told me that it is helpful. To him. And I tot if I should do for him.


Aug 13 Eve
Father, I did a good reading for V. I am able to see him and select the relevant readings.

I tot of doing for Z. This time from an objective perspective. But somehow all his issues seems to point to relationship. Or is it me that is still trying to find out why he can't love me.

I also realised I cannot do a good reading as I have not been able to read him. Its sad that I know him physically but I don't know the person. So, what do we have?? So, I was holding on to a rship that is purely physical. I felt bit down cos I who can see people, cannot see through him. I now confess I don't know him. Anyway, let's KIV this until I am objective.