Faith is the light that shine darkness away (3)

Jul 19 Eve

Spoke briefly to D and told her that Z and I broke off. She said so fast. I told her that I miss him and she asked if I miss him, the person or the sex.

I told her I miss both. But I do wonder. Aiyah, for me the sex comes after the emotion, not before. And anyway, I know I cannot play the field.

I got the introduction to the newspaper Senior Editor, so can now do intro for Isha.

I want to share with Z but I don't trust myself to do so. Never mind, just channel the energy elsewhere. I guess I miss him because I saw him last week. Why I realise I miss him so only after the event.

My new partner has the physical openness and strength of Z, Z always puts my needs before him. My partner has the mental capability of Rj who can swoon me with his words and we can debate well. My partner also has the spiritual lovingness of T. And I have all three, I am a lovely person. I am such a gift to the world.

The Power of Intention
The Emerald Tablets of Thoth
Know ye, ye must become formless before ye are one with the light.

Soul
Same msg about losing ur personality. Father, on Z, the old me who had gone back to him time and time again. The new me is unwilling to do so because I know Z won't change his mind this year.

A person who live in a state of unity with the Source of all life doesn't look any different from ordinary folks. But when u notice that they go through life as the lucky ones who seem to get all the breaks, and when u begin to talk to them, u realise how distinctive they are compared to people living at ordinary levels of awareness.

To the connectors, everything that shows up in their life is there because the power of intention intended it there. So, they are always in a state of gratitude. They feel thankful for everything, even things that might seem to be obstacles. They have the ability and desire to see a temporary illness as a blessing and they know in their heart, that somewhere an opportunity exists in the setback.

Soul
I am thankful for having meet Z. I am also thankful for having lost Z.