Conscious living

Sept 6 eve

Milarepa
Meditate by night and become Buddha by night. Meditate by day and become Buddha by day.  Fortunate beings whose past actions have created favourable circumstances do not even have to meditate, they liberate by simply hearing it.

Soul
Reading on Milarepa...feel connection back to Tibet.
Amen..

Didn't sit with shrine just light it and did my reading.
father, I want to sit with the shrine because I want to ..not because I have to.
Slowly but surely learning the difference...and knowing that many things I do because I have to...not because I want to..
Suddenly realised my unconscious auto control mode is truly off.
From now on...to make choice consciously.
Amen.

When I told P that now I only want to do what I truly wants.
She said she tot I only did what I want..I said in a way yes, but there are other times I don't.
Now I am making sure everything and everytime is what I want..