Kailash - second day in Kathmandu, great energy

Aug 10

Woke up wide awake at 3 am, approx 5 am my local time. Try to sleep but can't and in the end woke up at 3.40 am. Shower and did my practices.
Did Bhuta Shuddi and sang guru pooja. Did a slow cat stretch feeling all the sensation. Can sense the middle back spine being stretched. Did one cycle of Surya Kriya, both feet easily touch the ground in the four mountain pose. At the end laughing loads even while lying down in Shavasana.

Energy in Kathmandu was awesome. Breathing was lovely, smiling and singing like in Samyama program. Shakti was great too. In the middle was bit distracted by the room mate singing but I just focus. Towards the end singing and clapping. Shambavi was great too. Laughing at aum chanting. Towards the end laughing loads. Has been awhile. The energy in Kathmandu is awesome. I felt as if I m sitting with my shrine. Even stronger than the shrine.

This morning Sathsang with Sadhguru video. Started Brahmanda and immediately tears fell. I felt overwhelmed with Sadhguru presence. I was crying loads with nose all blocked.
Sadhguru video. He said don't approach Kailash like a tourist taking pictures nor approach it like Hindu, a religion. It will then be a psychological journey creating own drama.
Just be there, sense the reverberation of Kailash. Just be open and accept the energy. The energy is the ultimate knowledge.
I cried when I hear him say that. All my doubt released and I m glad that I too finally caught it by thinking of it as the greatest Sannidhi in the world, naturally consecrated space. And that's exactly what Sadhguru is saying. Then later we were given a tumeric thread bangle, with Linga song in the background. The yellow thread is to allow Sadhguru to carry us while our heart in Kailash. Again tears flow. Father, Kailash is already carrying me.