Shakti Chalana Kriya finally flowered

Jul 26
Byron Katie
Nothing happens ahead of its time, what needs to happen will always happen.

Soul
Alas Surya Kriya breakthrough complete. I knew why fourth mountain pose difficult to have both feet on the ground because my alignment is out.

Bhuta Shuddi for the first time since initiation I was laughing. Guru pooja was good too.
Breathing meditation was great as body went into arashidharna posture staying on being still. Never experience this before. Both arashidharna and stillness as same time. Even the breathe was minimal.
Shakti was abridged due to menses but surprisingly it was the most powerful Shakti I have ever experience. I cried I sing I clapped, head shaking. All form of expression despite no Kapala Bhakti. Alas my Shakti has finally flowered.
Shambavi was great too. All forms of expression came. As if some inner doors has been opened and inner self can come out.

My sadhana today was surprisingly awesome. I tot I had lost some connection with my shrine as recently I faced resistance with it. Mind saying I lost it so don't have to sit with it and lost my reading and TV time or even sleeping time.
These days learning to ignore and sat about 15 to 20 minutes. Despite my initial resistance I can go in when I sat with my shrine.
Now I know why I want sannidhi as that's my path. That's my value.  That's the way I can grow.
Angarmadhana truly helps to open loads of doors; main door was Shakti. Amen.

My front sole is swelling. Alas without Skechers is bad for me. I already bought Keen which is good for rough wear in Kailash but it doesn't have a soft sole. I haven't had any pain for a long time and I forgot about it. I didn't even have pain when I was wearing hiking shoes. Mmm, maybe that's because of the wool socks. It has cushiony effect.

Anyway today I prayed to Sadhguru to help me. A tot came, doc is there. So worst case I will be riding donkey throughout the walk. What I know is my receptivity will bring me through this. Now less fearful. Just be steady and remember my values and receptivity for consecrated space and no worries since I m going to a sacred space.
Amen.