Sadhguru; genuine spirituality is self-transformation

Aug 9 aft
Of mystic and mistakes
A journey from a life of mechanical auto pilot to a life of freedom and grace. It is a journey for those willing to take risks, for those willing to travel beyond the limited and unreliable matrix of the five senses, for those willing to open their doors and windows and let the sunlight in. It takes a conversion to total receptivity.
You can convert this human system into absolute receptivity where u perceive life in ways that u have never believed possible. Receptivity doesn't come easy; it entails putting aside one's ideas, emotions and long held identifications, with no guaranteed dividends in store. And yet spiritual life will settle for nothing less. When dominated by the human intellect, life is merely a circus. But when dominated by the human intelligence, it is nothing less than a dance.
This dance entails discernment: between clarity born of realisation, between magic and mysticism, between a spurious spirituality and authentic mysticism.
The only index of any genuine spirituality is self-transformation. A spiritual process that doesn't produce joyful and intense human beings is worth nothing.
Mysticism is not for those seeking mastery but for those seeking freedom. And the journey towards that freedom is an "intoxication" that is "not sanity", entails an understanding of how to be intense but not tense, relaxed but no lax.

Soul
Ever since yesterday evening a background tot is saying what if my perception, my interpretation, my belief of my failure in romantic relationships, of being unlovable is not true.
Hearing what R said about all the so called mundane life of marriage and children is obstacle to her becoming spiritual and in my case I tot I m a failure for not having mundane life. Others see me as blessed for able to pursue my spiritual path. I didn't see it as blessing I just go with the flow and besides I sometimes see it as suffering or challenges I have to go through to get the mundane life that everyone else seems to have.
What if others are correct and I m wrong.
Just as I don't judge others for their having mundane life; why I judge myself for not having. Why I always does comparison and find myself lacking.
Am I not doing what I truly want and value. Yes.

Of mystics and mistakes
This human system comes with a different kind of possibility. As an instrument of perception, if u raise it in pitch, u will see it can perceive things in a completely different way from what people normally perceive for the sake of survival.
Human being comes with a certain capability of doing something beyond the instinct of survival. This is the most important thing: that u can handle life beyond the needs of survival. If u don't, u will only understand eating, sleeping, reproducing and dying one day. That is all life will be. Most human being, instead of looking beyond the needs of survival, have just raised their standard of survival.

Whatever u see with this two eyes is a mistake. Only when u see beyond that do u become a mystic. So there are only two kinds of people: mystics and mistakes. There is a big mistakes about the way we perceive life. When it get corrected, people think u are a mystical because u are beginning to perceive life in such a way that u can never fit into logic. Logic is just a small part of ur life. U can fit logic into ur life but never life into logic. So once u know that u are a mistake, then u are potential mystic.


Soul
With ISHA, I just flow with the energy. The energy leads me to action. The tools and space that Sadhguru offers activate my energy and they become active and take the forefront. Hence my life is now on sadhana, seafoodtarian and consecrated space.
What about my mundane life? Did I let my energy lead me or my mind? I say, my mind.

Mystics and mistakes
Mysticism will not happen because u have tot about it; it will not happen because u have read about it; it will not happen because u have heard a lot about it.
Perception happens not because u want it. It happens because u open the windows. What has to happen will happen.

Soul
Maybe that's why it happens to me, all my blissfulness in practices. My receptivity to Sadhguru and his tools and consecrated space.
I have no yearning for Guru, no yearning for mysticism. No yearning for sacredness. I just want to be freed of myself, my mind. I just want to be happy on my own. I want to be freed.

Dhynalinga yantra came to me and now I am hooked on my shrine.
Even now on flight to Kailash, others yearned for it. Not me, never. And now I m here.
Kailash is the greatest natural consecrated space. It is the greatest sannidhi. It is my home.
I am at home with my shrine of Dhynalinga yantra and Linga's Gudi. I am so at home with Sadhguru Sannidhi. So with the greatest Sanndhi, I can only be more at home.