Shrine of Dhynalinga yantra and Linga's Gudi

Sept 6
Life mysteries by Osho
How does watching lead to no mind?
Tots don't have their own life. They are parasites; they live on your identifying with them. When u say, 'I am angry', you are pouring energy into anger, because u are identified with anger.
But when u say, 'I am watching anger flashing on the screen of the mind within me', u are not giving any life, any juice, any energy to anger.
U will be able to see that because u are not identified, the anger is absolutely impotent, has no impact on u, does not change  u, does not affect u. It is absolutely hollow and dead. It will pass on and it will leave the sky clean and the screen of the mind empty.
Slowly slowly u start getting out of ur tots. That's the whole process of witnessing and watching.

Soul
Was updating my blog...and saw this.
Tot of my incident with A that day. My mind tells me that I should be angry.. defensive tots coming in. Somehow I was not reacting to them. I can even see that the defensive was me being the unlovable child..
So, I didn't react but I did communicate my 'unhappiness'.
Part of me wonder if I had 'switched off' due to my auto control...but perhaps not...as I can see the tots, I did get angry but I didn't let it rule me...maybe control now on manual mode..

Amen.

Today, no swimming. So did Angamardhana.
Yesterday came back with slight fever and purge..may be food poisoning. I just took a panandol and slept for 2 hours with my shrine lighted. Felt much better.. I knew the shrine's energy works.
Towards the night, the 'feverish' feeling returns, I took a panandol and did Bhuta Shuddi before I slept at 10.30 pm
I woke up around five plus and slept back.
Body feels okay this morning.

Finished my practices and just feel the energy from the shrine. I definitely want the Sannidhi.
Shakti was great...ended by singing. These days 'rest' only after complete Kapala Bhakti. Also able to be in meditative mode while ding the last breathing counts.
Shambavi was great too.. I was surprised that body wants to sing. And it sang for quite awhile.