Three of Diamonds in Mercury...so much uncertainty

Jul 25
Woke up fresh at 5 am. Can't sleep. It finally dawned on my that bag is too big. Will need to buy one but tot of money. Then tot of why I didn't say not right and just take. So much uncertainty in me.
Truly can see the Three of Diamonds. The issue driving me was don't want to buy anymore. Once that its in, cloud my judgement.
Just got message that yoga mat is 80 and strap 25; another 105.
Yes, I got money.
Also knowing that the bag is overused. I think best to buy one own, budget is 250. With that I can't sleep back.
So much uncertainty in me. Can see that now.

Propolis honey is working. Throat has lost its dryness. I better. Definitely bringing the propolis honey to Kailash.

Did Bhuta Shuddi and sang guru pooja. Angamardhana is good..more nimble than ever. Little pain in elbow and knee pain has reduced considerably.
Surya Kriya was great too with both feet touching ground in four mountain pose.
Shakti was awesome..laughing loads at every kapala Bhakti; head shaking non stop and singing towards the end.
Shambavi was good too, laughing loads during aum chanting.