Love my shrine

Jul 29
Spent a few day with family. Lovely time. I also savour the feeling of being with them without missing anyone. The last trip in Dec last year I was chatting with Y. Many prior trips was on missing Z, wishing he could be. Alas this trip, no one. Just me feeling good with family. At the most wish I could have some sadhana time. I told myself  no more missing anyone in future.


Jul 29 eve
Got back.
Gave the flowers a rinse and pluck out the old ones.
Light up my shrines.
Can feel the energy flowing back in the room. Amen
Love to be back.
On the Gudi, it ws not lighted for Sunday only..so I know I am fine if I miss a session for sannidhi.
Main thing is my receptivity and feeling of being at home with the shrine.
Amen.

There were some intermittent tots of Z but I can see them as just memories of the past. And the past is no more. I can now waive them off with a smile.