Kailash - maybe my Ultimate Guru??

Jul 24 aft 2

More than a life
U don't look for ur guru, says Sadhguru. U just deepen ur longing in u. When u know the pain of ignorance, a guru will happen.
If you sit with a guru, everything in u should feel threatened. U want to run away but there is something in u which keeps on pulling you towards him - u can assume then that he is ur guru.
If u feel very comfortable around him, he is not.
A guru intention is to awaken u, not to put u to sleep. He is somebody who disturbs all kinds of conclusions that u have drawn. He is there to assist u towards ur liberation.

Was updating blog and saw this...suddenly tot perhaps, maybe my fear came cos I am feeling threatened by Kailash..thats why the knee pain..I don't want to move.
Kailash just happen..one day.
It never occur for me to visit Kailash..I have never heard of Kailash before..don't feel any reverance to it...mmm, just like how I see Sadhguru..
It is only when I went for program..that I finally knew how threatening Sadhguru is to my personality.
Now..maybe that the fear...
Also going to be near Sadhguru..all the alarm bell is ringing..