Queen of Diamonds on Kailash

Sept 7 aft 1

Queen of Diamonds
In the way of spirituality we will find the Queen of Diamonds teachers and way showers. When the Queen of Diamonds learns the true values, they can live a life they dream of. Until this state of mind is achieved there are many burdens on their way to overcome.

As Queens they belong to the royal family. They may experience indecisions and uncertainty about their friends, environment, or themselves. It might be the incompatibility with family that contributes to their discontent. Their restless nature and variety of interests may lead them to change different professions and jobs, or on a contrary the fear of financial insecurity make them stick to one job that doesn't pay as much as they really worth. They need to overcome their worries to achieve success in business.

Their life can be seen as the marsh through material values toward wealth and security of this world, but they achieve their true destination only by understanding, that money is just a minimal part of values there is. Money can't buy you love, true happiness and by itself will never bring full satisfaction.

Soul
mmm..just what I told G on Kailash..
I learn that Kailash is like life..there are pros and cons.
I have the choice to perceive what I see...whether on the pros or cons.
And what I 'experience' as good or bad is what I values.
So while the logistics is not worth the money..the USD6k that I spent didn't materialise into comfort accomodation/logistic...something I as a Taurean values..but..
the experience in Lake Manasovar and Kailash has freed me..knowing I have a choice to be myself..
So I focus now my spiritual experience instead of my material experience...what I truly values is the spiritual experience.
If given a choice of the experience of comfortable accomodation or mystical; mystical wins the day.
I am also affirmed that my meditative experience is real as it is the same in my home, in ashram and now in Kailash.
Amen.
Perhaps this is is..finally realising what i truly values.
Now I know why the first week mixed feelings..cos there are two conflicting values..

Queen of Diamonds
Queen of Diamonds are generous and will always help their friends and try to provide to their family. They can sacrifice for those they love, and with all these wonderful qualities, they might be stuck in an unhappy marriage until later in life or pursue different partners throughout their life. It might make very little or even no sense to anyone who knows the Queen of Diamonds closely. But all these "inconveniences" in life are there to achieve freedom and initialization to the higher wisdom and power.

Soul
Yes, me sticking to core team of volunteering was a responsibility, a sacrifice that becomes a burden and resulting in resentment.
I am so glad I unravel that before I went to Kailash.
My commitment was to break my validation to friends and physical before I left for Kailash..and that was done.