God is not when you are a chaos, a confilct

Aug 1 aft

My Daily Card
The Eight of Spades

The Eight of Spades is the most powerful card of physical and will power. When this card is present, you will find yourself experiencing more power over your health and work matters. Success is indicated by this card, along with the ability to overcome any obstacles that may appear in your way. Power comes from a focusing of our will, a narrowing down of the areas of our interest. Because of this, we often lose focus in less important areas while we gather force in one.

Soul
Feeling much better today.
Know I am going Home to Kailash, the greatest Sannidhi in the world.
Told L and she said I must have forgot about my receptivity...since it is always switched "on" mode.
I no longer worry..I was right, Kailash will carry me...

Aug 1 eve
Had a good chat with Y. He said this is not a physical strenuous trip. This trip is on altitude issue. He said not everyone can do Kailash as it is not on fitness. Many fit people had to go down. It is Kailash who choose who can do the journey.

I kept to myself on me knowing that Kailash is the greatest sannidhi of all. And sannidhi is home to me.

Father, the past with Z and Y truly over. I m glad we are not.


Life mysteries by Osho
God is not when you are a chaos, a disunity, a conflict. When u are a house divided against urself, there is no God.
When u are tremendously happy with urself, happy as u are, blissful as u are, when u are an orchestra of all ur energies, God is when u are an organic orgasmic unity. God is that feeling of total unity is what God is.

Jogging, swimming can be transformed into meditation. A moment comes when runner and swimmer disappears, there is only swimming or running. The body, mind and soul functioning together, suddenly an inner orgasm is released.

Soul
Amen.
My swimming bring me such joy.
Last week just squatting in the muddy padi field water, joy erupted from me.
Miss my swim. Can't go tomorrow cos just did my hair. Will have to wait after Kailash.