Feeling good

Oct 7 Even
Father, a loss of a client again. But this time I not as reactive as before. And I no longer take it personally.
On CEO, she told me that she is feeling detached with her husband. She didn't even cry when they were arguing and next morning can even tell her husband that she still love him eventhough they argued. Amazing. Her transformation is great.
Father, for me also. Maybe less in terms of emotion, but more in terms of physical, like getting up at 4am to do hatha yoga and meditation. Delaying meal by 1.5 hours at nite.
Just now while meditation, tot of d guy came in and I says that if Universe can bring him from Germany, He can bring him to me too.

My Three of Spades in Venus.
You can expect many changes in ur attractions and friendship.
Soul - true, firstly rship with GM has been redefined. Then I have attraction to 3 different guy. Good thing is the profiles is getting closer to what I want in a partner. So, I can continue to dream, what I want is out there.

Diamond Heart
You do not need to get anywhere, you just need to forget about what u think u r. You just need to relax the tension that u call ur boundaries.

Four virtues of Taos
1. We cannot help but feel love and respect when we finally get closer to the true nature of oneness.

2. Sincerity. To be ernest about exposing ur self deceptions abourt who u really are, what u want and do not want, what u feel and do not feel, what scares u and what doesn't, about what is happening in u and in ur situation
See the truth and live according to it, not to lie to urself and deceive urself. If u want something, let urself know that, "Yes, I want something".
When u r really sincere with urself and not trying to be anything else, then u realise ur truth.

3. Delicacy.
You need to become more refined, delicate. You need to have more gentleness, more vulnerability, more receptivity and permeability.
You need gentleness and consideration, a kind of understanding of urself and other people and other beings.
The gentler u r, the simpler u r, the more delicate u r, the more sensitive u r, the closer u r to the reality of oneness.
Treating other people as though they are as valuable, as good, and as worthy of everything u r.

4. Helpfulness.
To be helpful means that u r aware that u do not do work for urself: ur work is for everyone.
If u only work on urself without helping other people in one way or the other, u r not doing the Work.