Finally upload my profile in the blog

Oct 8
Father, today finally uploaded my profile into the blog after nearly 2 years. I am ready to be open.

My orbituary
She is so trusting and allow others to be open as well.
Its paradox, I tot I am open and trusting but when I did the trust test, I couldn't fill it up. And when I did, my trust is only with my family, but the thing is I have never shared with them my Destiny. So, who am I trusting?
But I am opening up, meeting A tomorrow.

Diamond Heart
4. Helpfulness.
To be helpful means that u r aware that u do not work only for urself, ur work is for everyone. If you only work on urself without helping other peopl, u r not doing the work. You cannot genuinely work on urself without helping other people in one way or another.
Being aware of, sensitive to, concerned about other people's problems, issues and difficulties, it means always being generous, because other people is not separate from u.
The helpfulness is genuinely seeing that another human being is just as valuable as u r and they need help as much as u need it. Your heart opens spontaneously to give, to consider, to help. You are giving of urself all the time, as much as possible and giving of urself in the sense that u r trying to be helpful as possible.
Developing urself, learning what u can, learning all the capacities u ca, to be as objective as possible, as sensitive as possible, as generous as possible, so u can help in the best way, just genuinely wanted to help.

Soul
Good guide for me since Ace of Diamond has Nine of Diamond as Saturn card, unlike Queen of Diamond, placed in cosmic reward card.

Diamond Heart
You might take oneness to be a loss of who u are and u might fear that u r going to disappear. Your individuality will remain, but u as an individual are part of the totality.
So, u remain a unique human being, but that unique human being is an expression of the oneness, is supported by oneness and is part of oneness. So, u are not less and u r not more than anyone or anything, because everything is of the same nature. You cannot be more and u cannot be less.

Soul
Thank u. I was afraid of the 80 percent loss and forgot about 20 gain that can extrapolate much more.

Diamond Heart
When there are no boundaries, what naturally arises is love, abundance and generosity, because what blocks love are the boundaries.

Soul
My right elbow inflammation has reduced. I now know its becos of me cutting out the partner thing. Well, m back, I too want it. And now wit v back, its even better. Amen