Saturday, November 20, 2010

Guidance is always there for me (4)

Oct 5
Why no spontaneous transformation?
Answer - because of my tight control, just like there is no spontaneous passion/feeling

Soul
Angel of Efficiency is working for me. Just when I tot I need to unblock the inner wound, our next and last Soul Sister session will address it. Thanks.
The physical humiliation started
1. Before 12 -when my family were poor and I was laughed at for wearing clothes that doesn't look clean.
2. Primary school - when I have to ride the back end of tricycle because my family were poor and delayed in payment.
3. Early teenage - when I have all my boils and my leg were scarred with mosquito bites.
4. Late teenage - when I lost one of my front tooth and we have no money for denture.
5. Now RA - when others are physically fit and well.
Looks like, I am not as secure as I tot. Now wonder, I have envious feeling.

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