New beginning need Letting go

Oct 12 Even

Father, selected the web template. Bought it for under license.
As for my articles. Just write and upload. Every 10 articles or so, I will compile, get it edited for ebook that they need to buy. There will be a covering page for each ebook. Its a real gift for every occasions.

Father, m glad You are here with me. Just now meditation was quite deep and I didn't want to wake up. A tot came, when I went to samyama, I wish for courage to pursue my passion and at first I tot wish not granted. But now that I am pursuing my passion and with the scroll confirmed, I know its samyama.
This time I am going just be as a woman. I want to experience being a woman.

Diamond Heart
You can never know what you truly want, what it is that will give u release. You can only work to let go, to slough off the universe that u know, the totality of ur mind.
You cannot go about looking for reality by looking somehing u know, because what u know is a memory of what u perceived in the past.
You can only learn to forget. You can forget what u know, forget what u want, and continue forgetting until u have no mind whatsoever. - until u become like a newborn baby.
Only when ur mind becomes as innocent as that of a new born baby, is it possible to see what is here, what u actually are, and what reality is.
To penetrate reality involves a process of unlearning, a shedding or dropping-away of mind, getting rid of all that we know.