Relationships is a mixture of good and bad (3)

Oct 22 Evening

Father, showed CEO her card. She also said it is reflective of her experience this year. She told me that she now even repair her rship with her brother. She used the learning of rship with GM for her rship with husband and others. We shared our issue with money, the need for control, the tots of future, taking things personally, always about us.

Father, I tot I was alone in the journey. Surprisingly CEO is now in the journey with me. She admitted that her response now is mostly neutrel. She too is amazed at her change. I told her she is a fast learner.

(Nov 28 - Finally the Ace of Spade - Death/Transformation card is known. Her retirement is on beginning of her birthday and not end. So, her retirement is one year earlier. So, this is a year of letting go.)


Diamond Heart
Love is the flow of your nature. Hatred is the reaction to that flow being blocked, that's all. Whenever there is hatred, whenever there is negativity, there is love somewhere. If there was no love, there would be no hatred.
There is ultimately no such thing as an all-good relationship. As long as we are embodied in a physical body, there will be difficulty and frustration. Because there is heart, there is love, we can live, we can take in that difficulty, that frustration. We can tolerate it, and continue loving and continue being happy.
The more we allow ourselves to be, and to be in contact, the more we are able to perceive the difficulties, the frustrations, the painful feelings and emotions, the more we are able to accept and tolerate them. We are more able to absorb them, contain them, assimilate them into something larger, something indestructible, which is the heart.
The courageous heart is all inclusive.
When the heart is courageous, then love is unconditional. When the heart is afraid, then love is conditional.
To be always loving, does not mean that u do not defend yourself.
The courageous perceives the negativity and deal it with love. It means u can be inwardly alone and independent.