Relationships is a mixture of good and bad (4)

Oct 24 Eve

Father, I now am comfortable with Dynalinga. Did my surka kriya.
Visited Linga since L mentioned it was good (L and I always seem to meet each other, BSP, Shoonya and now). We shared about our tots, we seem aligned. I told her about my blog and articles, she is keen to see.
Linga, I went in, just as a formality and tot the place is cosy. Then I sat down, immediately, my head shakes and body too. I wasn't expecting this. The finale, I started to laugh, that's was also surprising. My feel is that the presence is Me.

Diamond Heart
With the idealised relationship; If u reject ur hatred, split away from ur hatred, ur love becomes unreal, because it is based on an idealisation, an unreality. Usually u will be disappointed at some point because the idealised image is not sustainable.

With the negative rship, at some point u will have to get out of it.

The frustrating one means there is no relationship there anyway; it is just something that u want and cannot have. Most people who are not in a relationship but are always wanting one, tend to engage in the frustrating relationship. They have an idea in their mind that they should have a good rship but they are destined not to get it. If they got it, they would have to deal with the splitting in their rships, the feeling of aloneness that arises, the absence of rship, the absence of contact.