Even death is a door!

Feb 15 Eve

Father, what a day!!

Firstly, I found out that both of my new staff are not suitable for their role. Then I had a chat with the 3 days new staff and she wanted to resign asap but I managed to convince her to stay.

Then I found out that the 'older gal' is not good, evasive and etc.

I left office and needed to go to isha meet to get some loving energy. It was jam on the way and I was stuck in traffic. I cried and wailed, then I laugh so much, alternating each and I wonder if I gone crazy. An hour later I was fine. Had the meet up and have fun.

I came back and now found out that the other gal has resigned and she is very frustrated indeed.

Anyway, I was planning to take her out too. Perhaps blessing in disguise.

For the first time, I don't take this personally. I see the plus side also. I think the old gal is afraid cos previously there is no one to assess her performance and she seems to be the queen there and don't like competition.

Also, somehow I always believe 'not good' people won't stay with me. I am sure, with my luck. I get good people.

What a day!! And here I tot the Osho card was weird. Me crying in Resolution card and I cried loads today

Ice-olation
The tears and only the tears, have the power to melt the ice. Its okay to cry, and there is no reason to feel ashamed of ur tears. Crying helps us to let go of pain, allows us to be gentle with ourselves and finally helps us to heal.

Soul
Amen.