Settling down with myself (2)

Feb 20 Aft

Father, I am slowly but surely releasing the inner burden. Today, didn't do my hata cos I know tonight it will be late.

I am glad I didn't spend much time worrying cos it is not necessary. E came down to help. I thanked him just now.

I also got an agent who said she can definitely get a higher rental than what I am getting. Great.

1. Issue
The Creator
The mystic, creates himself. He works on himself, his own being. And he is the real creator, the real poet, because he makes himself into a masterpiece.
The King of Fire tells us that anything that we undertake now, with the understanding that comes from maturity, will bring enrichment to our own lives and to the lives of others. Using whatever skills u have, whatever u have learned from ur own life experience, it is time to express urself.

2. Internal influence
The burden
A man's true life is the way in which he puts off the lie imposed by others on him. Stripped, naked, natural, he is what he is. This is a matter of being, and not of becoming.

All aims and ends and ideals and goals has to be dropped. They are all lies. When we carry a load of should and shouldn't imposed on us by others we become like this ragged, struggling figure trying to make his way uphill. "Go faster, try harder, reach the top".
Just drop ur loads.

3. External influence
Courage
When we r faced with a very difficult situation, we have a choice; we can either be resentful and try to find somebody or something to blame for the hardships, or we can face the challenge and grow.
If the seed is to become the flower, we must go through the challenges. Be courageous enough to grow into the flower u r meant to be.

4. What is needed for resolution
Suppression

5. Resolution
Consciousness
The flower that has become aware of itself need not come back to life because life is nothing but a school in which to learn. He has learned the lesson, he is now beyond delusions. He will move from the known for the first time, not to the unknown but into the unknowable.