Not entangled = Not attached = Nothing to lose

Feb 12

Father, what an amazing sathsang.
There were 6 sharing session. When I shared about us giving a ray of hope to people, saving people, that it was a noble gesture, one of the IEO member cried.

It was the special long meditation, that normally doesn't have much impact and most people wants it to end. A few was ecstatic and many were smiling with happiness. When the meditation ended, I was so overwhelmed with joy that so many people got it, that I cried. I felt at ease. Today, I take it as my sathsang, my meeting with my own Truth. I felt at ease after the sathsang. For a moment, I know what teacher felt, to be able to facilitate that experience, just like I experienced during Isha kriya guidance session.

Sadhguru
When u r not identified, u don't have vested interest, so u can give urself totally. Not identified means, nothing to be lost and nothing to be gained. U can throw urself into it.
But whereas when u r identified, each time ur involvement questions and threatens who u r and who u r.

So, every situation - if it is not going the way u think it should be going - ur very identity is threatened; it becomes a very insecure and fearful situation for u. So, ur whole sense of involvement will come down. U become subdued, less involved with life.

Soul
That's similar to my insight of when u know there is nothing to lose, u can go all the way out. Just like I know there is nothing to lose with Z, I can declared my love for him.
I know he must be feeling bad about his ex and worried how I see him. Frankly, he was set up and provoked and I don't believe he was an abusive person. He is gentle with me, always giving me freedom to back off, always considering my needs first.