Go with the flow

Feb 3

Father, it is so sad. What I tot was true. Z's ex wife has planned out the whole thing. I checked with M and she s
said it was planned even before the divorce. She was real nasty. She could have do the right thing, just like Mi did. At first tot badly of her. Then a tot came, Z's karma. Besides she is Z's cosmic reward card and so it is up to Z to learn his lesson. Aiyah, perfect lesson. Father, nowadays I am willing to let things unfold. Amen.

Father, for me, the judge was both my mother and brother. My mother taught me to be rational and my brother taught me to feel stupid. My brother has judgement about everything. After all his continuous judgements about my stupidity, I am surprised to hear that he thinks I took after him and he likes me best among the siblings. Now seeing how he is 'loving' his own daughter gives me a perspective.

Soul without shame
Strength arises out of ur very aliveness, the dynamic flow of ur soul. U feel u can do anything but u feel no pressure to have to do anything. In contrast, false strength demands action. With true strength, u feel u have the courage to open urself up to life and its possibilities. U r willing to take risks, be seen, go for what u want.
This strength protects life, not by erecting barriers and preserving the past the way the judge does but by eliminating what is not true to reality. It protects life by supporting its flow, allowing the natural process of destruction and creation, dying and being born. Cutting through defensiveness aimed at protecting old beliefs and ideas.

Only when old beliefs about what supports, directs and protects ur life are given up can u see what is really true.
You will see that u r the source of life; u r full of the living capacity to be and move and function.


Soul
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