Thursday, March 22, 2012

Joy is knowing I am fine as I am...no more is needed

Feb 15 Aft
Father, an eventful day. I am glad E called me and I am now ready to take my role. I realised J also sees me as his second in command.

Today I briefed both B and A on their roles. I think I did a good one. Father, managing and directing comes naturally to me. Anyway, I have resigned myself to the fact that my role in current company is over and is to plan for succession planning.
I have written to my current boss and new boss will get it done.

Soul without shame.
One fundamental quality in human nature that cannot exist around the judge is joy. U can recognise this by noticing how naturally joy arises in children - and how unusual it is in adults. It is the quintessential quality of a happy childhood. Joy is at the heart of play, freedom, lightness, spontaneity and fun.

Lighthearted, radiant happiness can only manifest itself in an internal environment free of restraint. To be joyful means to let ur heart go, let it blossom and radiate. U r so full of pleasure at what u feel and what u r experiencing that u r overflowing and glowing, dancing and singing.

If joy is allowed, it completely undoes the mind; it bursts forth with such radiant sweetness and energy that no reason can explain it and no rules can contain it.

The true source of joy is the heart's knowing and being itself without restraint.

Soul
That's me. I am dancing and singing and laughing.

Soul without shame
Without the presence of joy, u will not be moving from ur heart in a creative and spontaneous way, so u will never be in touch with what ur heart truly wants, what it is u truly love in ur life.

In the state of joy, suffering and misery are not denied but are seen as passing manifestations of the surface layers of reality. Ironically, many people believe that pain and unhappiness characterize the deepest realm of the human soul, yet joy brings such a buoyant gladness into the heart precisely because it springs from the depths of true nature - touching that place where Being is unbounded, undivided and inseparable from love.

The more u cultivate curiosity - ur desire to know ur own experience simply for the sake of discovering the truth regardless of the consequences - the more u can challenge the judge's efforts to limit and direct ur exploration.

If u r truly curious, u will not accept statements but will want to find out for urself, to question ur assumptions and past beliefs about reality. U will want to know now, in the moment, what is actually true. As u discover the freshness of ur present unfolding experience, u experience joy at knowing ur own heart and mind. The more u uncover and let go of investment in childhood experiences of urself, the more u remove the restraints from who u r now and who u might become.

Soul
Yea, I am not sure I be in new company if not for the sense of curiosity.

Soul without shame
As each limitation of ur mind is relaxed, a bubble of joy is released. As ur internal boundary cracks open, a light, sweet delight escapes. Each taste awakens the heart further to its own love of being whole and true and real.

As more constrictions are loosened, the heart's joy deepens, boundaries dissolve and the bubbling of newly discovered freedom gives way to the rich, soft quiet of an awakened soul. Beaming in the blissful rapture of a ripening joy, the heart rests in the truth.

Soul
I am experiencing.

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