Feb 10 Eve
Father, the portfolio at new company is exciting. They now have 100 persons and can grow more. There is no limit to their growth. I can see that when I consciously remove my resistance. It was just another phase of growth.
I have started listening to Brahma Nanda. This will smoothen the process.
Z and I had good time. Coincidentally both of us early, we reach about 5.30 pm. So gives us more time to enjoy each other company. I told Z that I was aroused whenever I touch him and at times even when we were on the phone. He said that's means I like him a lot. He said to control my feelings for him. Then I retorted for him to set a date. He replied today and then laugh it off. We both knew we want to stay on.
For the first time I interpret that he truly cares for me. He doesn't want to commit to me but he is afraid I be hurt and hence he was actually caring for me. Amen.
I don't know what will happen. But I know I will be fine.
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