Accept my unlovability (3)

Jul 7 Aft

Father, finally I was ready to confront the situation between S and P. I think with ur help, I did good and it was fun session too.
I even admitted to them that CEO was the first person that I am afraid of in my working and personal life. So, in fear, I too played the avoidance game. Jus like what S is playing. Father, I am open enough to be vulnerable. Coincidentally, this falls within my Queen of Club in Mercury period.

Radical Forgiveness
The world provides us with the environment in which we, as spiritual beings, can experience being human. This means having a physical body and working with (and possibly transcending) a particular energy pattern associated with the World of Humanity that we may specifically "come in" to work with.
The only way to obtain growth from the experience is to go through it.
Our choice in this is not so much whether or not to have the experience (Spirit decides this for us), but how long we are going to hang out in the victim mode consciousness because of it.

Soul
Mine is unlovability. Suddenly tot of reading past lives. Aiyah, no need lah. Jus work on this lah. Don't have to ponder why. Now is how to transcend.

Radical Forgiveness
When we vibrate at a low level, which makes our bodies become dense and we exist only in the World of Humanity.
When we vibrate at a high level, which makes our bodies become lighter, we exist also in the World of Divine Truth.
Depending on our vibration at any moment, we move up and down the scale toward one world or the other.
The World of Humanity holds the energy patterns of death, fear, limitation and duality.
The World of Divine Truth carries the energy pattern of eternal life, immutability, infinite abundance, love and oneness with God.
Activities such as prayer, meditation and Radical Forgiveness, yogas, breathwork, dancing, chanting and etc., all of which raise our vibration allow us to assess the World of Divine Truth.

Soul
Mmm, meditation increase vibration and make body lighter. No wonder, I can now do shoulder stand and become acrobatic, my body can really blend.
Father, thank U. This is another reinforcement for my journey.

Radical Forgiveness
These existential realms differ not in terms of place or time but solely in the vibrational level.
The world of form exists as dense concentration of energy vibrating at frequencies we can experience through our physical senses. On the other hand, we experience the World of Divine Truth as an inner knowing and extrasensory awareness.
We live in both worlds at the same time. However, which world we experience at any given moment depends upon our awareness of them and how awake we are.

Soul
This is similar to Sadhguru's version.

Radical Forgiveness
Pretending forgiveness
Pretending that we are not angry about something when we actually are angry provides not so much an opportunity to forgive as an opportunity to deny our anger.
This represent self-invalidation.
When we do this, we allow others to treat us like the proverbial doormant. Such behaviour usually stems from a fear of not forgiving, of being abandoned, or from a belief that expressing anger is unacceptable.