Trust life

Jun 19
Father, this mornin I woke up feelin lethargic, despite havin long hours. Did my practices, start with shambavi instead of shakti. So hav to omit shakti. Nevermind.

Tot of the new bed, I can't find any reason to buy. My bed is still fine. And I know that havin new bed doesn't make a diff in my sleep. As for new pillows, will buy.

Father, m feelin bit restless. Why? Yea, like no achievement. I have self-love and money but why I still feel a lack and I wanted to create new activities such as cooking dessert like soft brownies. Anyway, a tot came in, jus focus on my 7thunder card and beside C will courier it to me.
Let me jus appreciate this period of stability. Need not seek challenges/variety. Jus give myself more love.


Osho
Crippleness.
You are sitting like a criple, and because of your crippleness - which is just ur idea; you are not crippled, u have just been told that u r crippled, you cannot dance, you will fall, so sit silently - you are not participating in the dance that is going all over the place.
The cripple automatically become a critic. He starts hating that which he cannot do. He starts calling the dancers stupid, mad, insane. "What's the pount of all this dance? Jus noise and nothing else"
So as not to see one's crippledness, one starts condemning those who are not influenced by crippled philosophies or religions.

Be a participant! In the beginning it may be a little difficult, but step by step start moving a little.

Soul
Tot of me not moving in life becos of my control mode.

Osho
Participate in the small joys of life, and it will open its great treasure. It contains immense riches, but it need u to explore them.
It gives u challenges, because it is one of the parts of understanding that what u find with great difficulty you enjoy more. That which is very ardous bring great rejoicing; that which is obvious, freely available, will not give u joy.
Life follows that principles, it keep its treasures hidden. But it goes on challenging you, calling you. You have to become pilgrims, seekers, searches. You just hav to go inwards. The deeper u go, the more u know that life is not alien; it is ur very heart. You belong to this eternal celebration.

Soul
Tot of my insight of extrapolation of 20 percent of wins vs stagnanted 80 percent of loss.
I will explore. I will participate. It is not too late. This participation wit 80 percent of failure is a great start for my destiny as a Transformational leader.

Osho
The more dangerously you live, the more deeply you live.
A few moments of dangerous living, as if u r walking on razor's edge are more precious than a long life without any danger, without any risk, comfortable and cozy, everything insured, everything secure.

Soul
From now, I live wit 80 percent of failures.

Osho
Live as intensely as possible, as totally as possible, because that is the only way to know the godliness of life, to know its divine fragrance, its devine taste.
And the most strange is, the people who live totally, fully, transcend the very desire to live a mundane kind of life. They move beyond mundane to another dimension, another sphere; the sacred.
Live as a Zobra; then it will be possible for u to live like a Gautam Buddha. Zobra has to be the foundation of ur life, and Gautam Buddha your highest peak.
Live without any fear, because there is no god you hav to be afraid of. And there is no heaven where ur tortures will be rewarded, and there is no hell where ur joys will be punished.
This moment is all.
Always remember in whatever moment you are, that it is all.
Believing is cheap.
To trust means u r accepting a challenge to climb the sunlut peaks of mountains.

Soul
Yeap, continue promoting Isha and focus on 7thunder and do counselling course.
Continue to accept 80 percent rejection.
Amen.
Now I know why new bed or overseas trips will not satisfy me.