Hidden unlovability is what drives us (6)

Jul 12 Even
Nine of Diamond
Diamond represents whatever we value in our life, or the priority of what is important to us.
For the Nine of Diamond, there are things in their value system that will be realigned over the course of their life.
Much of this realignment will occur through apparent losses with respect to specific things or people.
They will realise that for each thing they supposedly lose, new avenues are opening and they are getting more in touch with the cosmic flow. When they truly release their attachment, spiritual gifts are showered upon them.
They realise the beauty in releasing things in their life that are holding them back from a new and more beautiful life that is just now emerging. They now begin to identify with a much larger image of themselves, one that includes the needs of others as well as their own. The result is that they are happy and enlightened, having made the transition to a more universal approach to life. This universal, rather than personal, point of view is the ultimate destination for all Nine of Diamond.

Soul
I do love myself. But my self worth is wrongly attached to the valuation of my output. That's explain why I keep on focused on deliverables.
Sathsang food is not valuable but is priceless cos the volunteer prepares it, it cannot be bought.
My laughter is not valuable cos it cannot be sold but is priceless because it cannot be bought.
Ashram food is not valuable but is priceless because its prepared by the volunteers and contributed by donation.