Acceptance of CEO equals to acceptance of myself

Jun 11


Father, jus now I wrote a long note on the discussion between me and CEO yday. I told U that I don't know why I was disturbed.
As I was writing the situation, I suddenly realised I over-reacted and was defensive. She was only thinkin of taking 2 percent from GM to PD.
Then half an hour later, it occur to me, I also judged her and myself. Thinking that I m back to square 1. Why does she need to be so difficult to like? Why she push people away?
Then I tot, never mind. In life, there is up and down. Besides, this can stress can be considered as output also.

Then I suddenly tot of PA who says that since my mantra to reverse the RA is self-acceptance. If I am able to accept CEO, then I can accept myself.

Father, suddenly my disturbance is gone. Yea, my role is jus to accept her so that I can accept myself. A tall order, but I think is possible.

And then as I was checking my blackberry, jus realised she send me an email telling me that she will justify her recommendation for mgm increment. I need not shoulder the responsibility.

My response to her email;
Thanks for the support. Appreciate it.
Lastly, hope u know that I meant no disrespect to you. On hindsight, I think I was bit defensive yday and my communication was not too clear. My apology.

Father, she was as affected as me. She valued the rship too. Father, my role is to accept her so I can accept myself. This is my required output. Amen. You came through.