Why people stay in victim mode - anger

Jul 8
Father, yday and today, I spend extra 10 min during practice. After shambavi, head just hang down. Not sure if I doze off.

Radical forgiveness
Righteousness and revenge lower our vibration. Conversely defense of principles and acting with integrity raises our vibration. The higher the vibration, the closer we come to Divine Truth and the more able we are to forgive radically.

The idea that our decision matter in the overall scheme of things is just our ego trying to make us feel separate and special. The Universe has everything handled no matter what we decide.

But how we make those decision - whether from love or fear, greed or generosity, false pride or humility, dishonestly or integrity - matters to us personally, because each decision we make affect our vibration.
Without exception, everything that happens to us is divinely guided, purposeful and for our greater good.

The divine plan is not fixed. At any point in the unfolding of one's plan, one always has choice. RF helps people to shift their viewpoint and make new choices based on their insights.
However developing such receptivity can take time and almost always require a great deal of emotional release work first. Releasing victimhood provides the key to health, personal power and spiritual evolution.

Projection
The ego first caused us to believe that God would get even and punish us severely for our great sin. So great were the guilt and terror that we had no choice but to repress these emotions deep in our unconscious minds. This spared us from conscious awareness of them.
This tactic worked quite well, yet we retained a great fear that the feelings might raise again. To remedy this problem, this ego developed a new belief - that the guilt lay with someone else rather than within ourselves.
In other words, we began projecting our guilt onto other people so we could be rid of it entirely. Others become scapegoats. Then, to ensure that the guilt stayed with them. We became angry with them and continuously attacked them.
After such attack, we fear they will attack us in return. So, we create a strong defenses to protect ourselves and what we see as our complete innocence.
At some level, we know we are guilty, so the more we defend against the attack, the more we reinforce our guilt. Thus we must constantly find people to hate, to criticise, to judge, to attack, and to make wrong simply so that we can feel better about ourselves.

Soul
This gives me some understanding on why CEO invest so much in her anger. I used to wonder what does she gets out of it? Does she feel good?