Stay put when feeling uncertain

Jun 29 Even

Met LY and she gave me some input that I cld be suppressing anger and hence show water retention.

Father, a tot came to me. All my bosses seek validation from me. Perhaps that is reflective of my own validation. On the anger, am not so sure as I am assertive, but it is possible that I sought love as I was into korean drama recently. But then I realised I am no longer that attached. So, not sure of that. But will explore cos I am keen to know more and also I agree on d water retention issue.

Cloud of Unknowing
Let it be the worker and u, but the sufferer; do but look upon it and let it alone.
Meddle thee not therewith as thou wouldest help it, for dread lest thou spill all. Be thou but the tree, and let it be the wright; be thou but the house and let it be the husbandman dwelling therein.
Be blind in this time and shear away covetise of knowing, for it will more let thee than help thee. Jus let thine intent be nakedly directed unto God. Trust then steadfastly that it is only God that stirreth thy will and thy desire plainly by Himself.

Soul
Today Osho card says to accept my experience. And I think the abv says the same thing. Jus focus on d moment - disidentification from my mind and emotion.

Sadhguru
To handle this body, to handle this mind, emotions, things that are within u right now. Handle them sensibly.
If u don't handle them sensibly, forget about going beyond. Such a thing will not happen. It is jus an illusion. Even if God appears in front of u, if u don't how to receive, u will continue to be the same.
God is within u, but dead. To make him alive, first u have to become fully alive. If u wan the Divine to become alive within u, first of all u, as a human being have to become absolutely alive.