What is the mirror between me and CEO (2)

Jun 23
Father, I have opened up. Honestly not easy, telling people who are not keen, about my meditation. Throughout yesterday dinner wit ex-colleagues, I hesistated. In the end, I share about my meditation. I don't have expectation and even psyche that they may even leave the brochure on the table. Alas, we talked bit and they took back the brochure.
As for the intel penang gal, trying very hard not to come. she is one of d stagnant 80 loss. She was the one who pursued us and we responded and followed thru. Now she is non-commital.


Jun 23 evenin
CEO was fuming cos the candidate I selected as her PA was third grade. She was very upset and raised her voice.
Ceo's input on me:
I am assuming and go above my head.
Think m too damm smart for my own good
Don't respet her

My focus was on the timing that CEO is leaving for long leave, the PA's ability to take her temper, willing to work on personal matters.

What did I do wrong? Why did I select a third rate candidate? Did something go wrong with my parameter? Why I can accept the gal? I used to be very selective and good in filtering out.
I should have known better that this candidate won't pass through. Whats happening to me? But why is she so angry over the PA interview. It is not as if she is hiring her, just interview only.


(July 20 - Now know why this 'negative' situation happens. It led me to my Inner Discover, expose my valuation method in loving myself, same as CEO. The pix is now with me.)

Sadhguru
If u r truly a seeker of Truth. Truth cannot hide from you. Everyone can love God, as He does not demand anything from you, but to love the one next to u right now costs life. It is a challenge. It takes much courage to do this.
"Love thy neighbour" is a very good device for breaking your illusion of loving the one who is in heaven.
If the thirst within u is strong enough, God always answers. You need sensitivity, to be live sensitive, no ego sensitive.


Soul
While meditating, I told myself to love myself. Don't judge that I didn't have a good filter, that I lost my filter. Accept it.
Then a tot came, these days, I see the good in everyone. Wit that judgement has reduced so drastically and accordingly filter is off. So, may not be a bad new from a spiritual angle.
As for CEO, I didn't hold grudge. I told her goodbye and take care.


Sadhguru
If a person is enlightened. He can relate to anybody. There is really no problem relating to whomever he is with at that moment.
He can absolutely relate to any person, be totally wit anyone. Even if the other person is not willing, he can still relate to him and his limitations as well, and still be okay.