Analysis of wins vs losses

Jun 18

Father, today, suria namaskara was lovely, and breathing was not deep, shambavi was fine and the finale was shoulder stand. So effortless.

Today for a moment, tot of not going to O'Brien cos afraid of loss. But I told myself 80 percent is loss anyway. The key is to focus on 20 wins. And wit the 20 wins, it can expand. Mmm, the wins can extrapolate but the loss can't, it jus remain the same.
So, in the long run, accumulated wins will be more than loss.
This is unlike negativ tot that can extrapolate, positiv tot that remain the same.

Father, I have previously identified that my inability to do shoulder stand is due to fear. And now I can do it effortlessly, especially after meditation. And hence this is the time to look into my fear of life. My life strategy.

(14 July - yeap, I went in and got out the core belief. It was painful to know that I have misjudged God and make myself suffer all these years)

Osho weekly card
External - travelling
The attitude of openness and acceptance invites new friends and experiences into our lives.

What to do - Schizophrenia
Just jump wit a total 'Yes'

Resolution - The Master
With meditation, u disidentify from ur mind. Now u can do and act only that which makes u more joyous, fulfills u, gives u contentment, makes ur life a work of art, a beauty.
You be the master of ur own destiny


Soul - that's my dream and I m goin in the right direction. I started the journey cos I wan to be in control of my life. It started out becos of my control strategy, ended with me dismantling my control strategy and finally living my highest potential. Amen.

Osho
I call the man religious who brings happiness to himself and to others. For me, nothing except happiness, blissfulness is a religious quality and Krishna embodies it.
Such a person can bless the whole of mankind, he is a living blessing to the world.

Soul
I bring laughter and joy to myself and the world.

Osho
It is interesting to know how difficult it is for someone to share another's happiness. It is so easy to share in another sorrow. You can easily cry wit someone crying, but it is so hard to laugh with someone laughing.

You can easily symphatise wit one whose house has been burned down, but it is ardous to participate in the joys of one who has built himself a beautiful new house. And it is not without fundamental reason.

It is easy to come close to Jesus' cross, because it strikes a note of emphaty in our hearts, which are already filled wit pain and misery.
On the other hand Krishna's flute will fill our heart wit envy and we will escape from him. Krishna's bliss will bring up envy in us; it will not find an emphatetic response from our hearts.

Conversely the cross will not make us jealous, it will certainly bring up our emphaty. The happiness of another creates jealousy, and jealousy turns into misery. So, to participate in another happiness is really ardous.

It needs extraordinary intelligence to participate in another's happiness. To share in the joys of another, to make them one's own is a rare quality; it is of the highest. But to share in another's sorrow is not that difficult. It is so because we are ourselves burdened wit sorrow and suffering; we are already in misery.
So we have no difficulty in identifying ourselves wit the suffering of others.
But if someone is happy, we fail to connect wit him for the simple reason that we don't know what happiness is, we r only unhappy in ourselves.

Soul
Now don't feel so guilty when I felt envious of people who have love and money.
And as for people who is avoiding my joy, they are not rejecting me. They just can't connect wit joy. This is not about me.

Osho
Krishna feels no compunction in leading a destructive war like Mahabrata. For Jesus, life is so miserable and meaningless that it is not worth fighting for. For Krishna, on the other hand, life is so blissful that even a war can be risked for it.

He alone can agree to fight who declares that life is a blessing and not a curse, that life is bliss and not suffering. He will stake everything to defend the joy and bliss of life. He will do anything for the sake of life.

Soul
I started this inner journey because I believed we r mean to lead our life consciously, we r meant to be happy. And I am disciplined to do anything that is required, even waking up at 4.30 am daily.

As for living for life sake, I am only starting to dismantle my parameter by focusing on the 20 percent wins instead of 80 percent loss.


Osho
Not even Jesus, even Mahavira and Buddha will not say yes to war. Only Krishna is capable of doing it. Only Mohammed comes near to Krishna.

Whoever feels that there is something precious and worthwhile in life which needs to be preserved, to be fought for - he will join hands wit Krishna.
For those who think otherwise, who sees nothing in life worth preserving, the question simply does not arise.

Soul
Some understanding of why people doesn't wan to go on inner journey.