Flowering

Jun 22

Father, I was feeling sleepy today. Just had bfast, ordered half portion. Eating is more back to normal.
Yday was thinkin abt d new age gal, she invited me to go to her place for a chat. At least, I now have a place I can go to on Friday instead of jus Starbuck. And for Sunday, I can go to the cafe to eat tiramisu.
Father, this is life

The Direct Sales lady asked me how do I ranked myself in my benefits from meditation.
I replied 9 for joy. Whenever I close my eyes, m connected wit Source
As for self mastery, abt 6 to 7.

She then proceed to share Direct Sales' version of complete sucess.
1. Money
2. Time
3. Health
4. Recognition and respect
5. True friendship
6. Family harmony
7. Personal development
8. Charity

As I was looking at the wheel of complete success, I realised I have all. Need not feel lack, ever, need not activate my wanderer mind to create more challenges. Need not fight anymore, can jus stay at one place.

When I shared wit D, the complete success circle. She said that is still the world success. True liberation does not depend on world's measurement of success. I told her I agree, but that is enlightenment and at the moment I lived with my level.

1. Issue
Awareness
The whole work of meditation is to make u aware of all that is "mind" and disidentify yourself from it. Now u can be the master and do and act only that which makes u more joyous, fulfills you, give u contenment, make ur life a work of art.
Now u r the master of yourself.
Soul
I am more accepting of myself. Recognising and acknowledging weakness led me to new insight that enable me to identify and create opportunities.
I now have found secret to overcome my fear of drowning; just focus to float and the rest body will take care.

2. Internal influence that u r unable to see
Consciousness.
When u have become aware of yourself, u need not come back to Life because life is nothing but a school to learn. He has learned the lesson, he is now beyond delusions.
Once u become a master of ur mind, you will have the vast Consciousness and there will be crystal clarity., detached, rooted in the deep stillness that lies at the core of your being.
There is no desire to understand from the perspective of the mind - the understanding you have now is existential, whole, in harmony with the pulse of life itself.
Accept this gift, and share it.

Soul
Amen.

3. External influence that u r aware
Creativity
If u hav something growing out of within you, if it gives u growth, it is spiritual, it is creative, it is divine. You become more divine as u become more creative. Be open to what wants to be expressed through u. Remember we don't possess our creations, it doesn't belongs to us.
True creativity arises from a union with the divine. Then it is both a joy for the creator and a blessing to others.

4. What is needed for resolution.
Clinging to the past.
Don't cling to past, present and future. Don't cling to any moment.
Clinging will simply create misery. You will have to let go.

The past is gone and any effort to repeat it is a sure way to get stuck in old blueprints that u have already outgrown if u haven't been so bz clinging on to what u have already been through.
Take a deep breathe, put the box down, bid it fond and reverent farewell.

Soul
Today I am wearing jeans. From now on its smart casual all the way. I completely let go of my corporate image. I no longer look for other jobs. I am staying and work on my hobby. I have the best world, time off and money to support my new venture.

5. The resolution
Flowering. Zen wants u living in abundance, in totality, intensely.
Your life shoudl reach to others. Your blissfulness, ur benediction, ur ecstasy should not be contained within u like a seed. It should open like a flower and spread its fragrance to all and sundry - not only to the friends but to strangers as well.
This is real compassion, this is real love; sharing your enlightenment, sharing your dance of the beyond.
She is not concerned on whether the seeds land on rocks or soil.

Soul
Its happening. And I have the insight on 80/20.
Amen