Let life be a joyous laughter, a playfulness

Jun 8 evening


Father, why do I hav so many 8 of Diamond wit me. And many of them have 3 as their planetary ruling, resulting in no decision and hence no progress.
Today I saw a colleague in such dilemma. Since I know of her 3 of Heart, somehow, I just let her be. Everyone is free to choose their way.
I was her message but she ignored it. I guess that's how I ignored You too.
8 of Diamond, so much potential and yet they self sabotage. Is there any lesson for me here?
　
Osho
A man who loves life will not bother at all about temples, and mosques, and churches; life is enough unto itself.
One who has known life in its depths and in its heights will not bother at all whether God exists or not because he has already known something more real, something more certain than any God has been.
All gods are hypothetical.
Only life is the real God.
Make the whole sky your home, be a wanderer, a pilgrim, know all the mysteries and all the secrets of life.
And let not ur life be a serious and miserable phenomenon. Let it be a joyous laughter, a playfulness.
To me, authentic religiousness means a childlike innocence, playfulness, and a wholehearted capacity for laughter.

Soul
Amen.

(8 July, yeap, me now laughing my way to sleep, laughing my way in swimming. laughing whenever I close my eyes. Being playful and enjoying myself during counseling. Mmm, I wonder whether I too can 'play' during my official counselling period. I used to be afraid that counselling takes too much of my energy, so serious, so much focus. But now that I 'play it', its fun and my energy is intact. Perhaps, this is my lesson.)
　
Osho
You should not leave the effort to create ur meditation, ur silence, ur peace and its depth till u r absolutely certain that ur mind is under ur control and u r not under the control of the mind.
That is the criterion of a sane man: the mind is his servant.
For the insane man, the mind is his master.

(8 July, yeap, meditation is part of my life style now. These past 1 week, I have very little resistance in waking up at 4.30 am. I have accepted my path due to my physical affliction and now knowing my unlovability issue, it makes me even more motivated cos I don't trust myself yet. I know I am not yet a master of my mind.)