Jul 13 Even
Father, a day later, D admitted that her lovability is not time, but instead productivity. She believes that if she doesn't act, the world becomes stagnant. I told her that's an egoic tot, think herself so great. Can't trust the Universe to provide. So, she gave herself grueling schedule. I asked her in a downtime period, she can't even let herself have downtime, that's means she need to 'produce/act' in order to feel good.
Mmm, but I noticed she keep on holding to lack of trust in Universe, instead of looking inward on why she need to be productive to feel good.
Cos in my mind, lack of trust is a universal problem, jus different form. And besides, how many of us can trust the unknown Universe.
Jus now saw my sight drawn to the guy. I like his voice. Anyway, didn't hear him again. Don't like him in red. But then heard abt his DBA, which I like, I have attraction for smart guy with good voice.
Mmm, opposite attract. Does that means m not smart and don't have a good voice???
Today, saw d gals all looking beautiful and I am happy for them. My vision changed.
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