The question is not finding the right path, it is finding the right consciousness

Jun 16 Even

During brahma nanda, I cried. Part of me felt the burden of challenge/responsibility. It says u got to work so hard. And part of me sad cos I was lookin for love in wrong time, not even wrong places. A bit of tears and a sigh of relief. Its over. The past is over. This time the budget,
shakti. At first, no tot of shoulder std. I deliberately waited for my body to do it. Then surprisingly, after I finished my asatomo, suddenly body want to do shoulder stand.
　
Osho
You need not remain in the dark night of the soul. One need not make a house of suffering. One has to use this opportunity. It is a painful part but all birth is painful, spiritual birth even more.
You need not settle in suffering. You continue to search and every way is right if ur search is deep, hope enormous, ur trust infinite.

A deep thirst, an intense longing, makes every way the right way. You jus have to be patient enough, trustul of existence.
The question is not finding the right path; the question is finding the right consciousness, awareness. And strangely, immediately the whole problem changes.
Sin = Forgetfulness.
If forgetfulness is the sin, then awareness is the only virtue.

(14 July 2010 - Father, so true. It is just finding myself It tooks me 3 weeks, I have gone to the core of my belief, I have found out that it was me who created the need to justify my existence/to prove my lovability. God never did.)