Oct 16 eve
Suddenly want to remind myself on the lunch meet with L.
I wasn't keen to buy the proposed investment as it is too risky for me. Even my colleague think so.
L was fine with it and said that we are still friends.
I said that is true, I am glad that I can now handle conflict amicably, reaching for true harmony.
Ice cream
I finally realised that I now can't take ice cream.
Ice cream was not my favourite dessert. I only eat it if it is available and good.
This is the third time that it happen, my allergy to ice cream.
Moment after finishing the one scoop of ice cream, I feel my body become limp, my mind just shut down, I can't breathe normal, basically just felt sick. Find it difficult to walk even.
Since the ice cream was a small scoop, it took about half an hour for me to recover.
The last time, it was a very big scoop of gelato, and the impact was even greater. I had to lie down as I felt truly sick.
The first time it happen was end of last year, after Samyama Sadhana in ashram. A drink of hot chocolate nearly took my life. I felt sick, felt breathless, felt faint, mind can't function and worst has to purge.
I have always been lactose intolerant as taking hot chocolate with milk will make me purge within 2 hours. So now looks like my body has changed further.
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